Whats wrong with me?Help!!?

Well first off.
When I was 4 years old I used to see things.
When I say see things I mean scary!!!
I saw eyes come out the tv!!!
Cartoons come out the tv.
I used to see cartoons on the couch move.
And a wierd thing.
I used to be scared of this commercial.
You know??
O O O its magic you know.
Something like that.
But why??
My heart use to go up when it came on for o reason.
I used to be scared of eyes.
You make your eyes big in front of me I used to cry.

Now??
I have anger problems get mad over any little thing.
And SUICIDE!!!!!
Tried to kill myself.
HELLO!!!.
I 14.
As a matter of fact 13.
I going to be 14 in about 4 months.
Soooo!!!
I cant control my mind.
IT PISS ME OFF
I JUST WANNA STAB MY SELF IN MY BRAIN..!!
Nobody is taking me to therapy.
Or nothing.

What can I do to help myself.
(As a young teen)

Answer:
I'm really sorry for what you are going through and for having to go through it all alone. It sounds like a serious problem, especially if you are seeing things and thinking of killing yourself. If your family is not willing to get you into therapy, talk to your school psychologist or guidance counselor.
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